https://youtu.be/6GZ057Xg2FY my heart is aching. my boyfriend of 2 years who I spent every day with just left. it’s because of the way I am. my insecurities and anger. he was all I had. because of the way I am I never had friends or a supportive family. I don’t know what I’ll do with myself. I even did something stupid to try and end the pain. nothing will end this severe pain I feel. I hope to one day recover from this but for now I just feel dead inside. Not having any friends is making this so much harder.
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I have been vegetarian for quite some time now and really want to make the transition to veganism but I’m having trouble. My family eats a lot of dairy and eggs and I don’t necessarily have the means to buy groceries for myself yet. Any tips?
Trust is obviously a huge part of all relationships. In the last relationship I was in I was lied to, led on, and manipulated many times. That past is now affecting my current relationship. My current boyfriend is amazing. We’re together 24/7, he’s sweet, caring, and selfless. He’s never given me a reason not to trust him. And still I find myself accusing him of things that I know are ridiculous. I look to my past and wonder why he wouldn’t do the same thing. I have no idea how to get through this. We were best friends before we started dating and I still get mad about other girls he has called pretty or liked in the past. I’m so insecure I think he’s always looking for something better or I don’t believe him when he tells me what he loves about me. I don’t want my past and insecurities to ruin this amazing relationship but I don’t know how to overcome this.
Ever since I was little I have had a gap and buck teeth. Along with that came a terrible overbite :(. My family can’t afford braces and my mom doesn’t even think I need them so that was never an option. I feel so insecure when I see girls with perfect teeth. My boyfriend assures me that he loves my smile and thinks it’s beautiful but it’s so hard to believe it myself. I try to always remember to love myself the way I was made but it’s tough at times. Does anyone else have major insecurities they deal with?
Im starting my first job tomorrow and I’m having severe anxiety over it. I’m worried about what the other workers will think of me and also messing up. Any tips to get over this?
Today I am feeling very lonely and insecure. Although I have friends and a boyfriend and family around me I still feel like I am in solitude. Its starting to eat away at me. I feel like I should always be doing something or always be happy but I am not. I feel like I’m not fitting in with anybody or anything. I’m beating myself up over little things. I hope this feeling soon goes away.